Monday, November 24, 2014

THE VALUE OF A BLACK LIFE




I’m a black man and I know without a shadow of a doubt, my life has the least value of any other life on the face of the planet.  It hurts, but I have gotten some acceptance about the matter, it is in essence, what it is.  Timothy Turner was killed in Ohio by a police officer who never did a day.  Sean Bell was killed by police in New York as well as Amadou Diallo. His killers never did a day because they were protected by the color of state and federal law.  Treyvon Martin was killed and the criminal justice system co-signed his murder and even made killing unarmed black teens fashionable and sexy and a charitable endeavor citizens of the U.S. could get behind and support.
The crux of the matter is pain; these are hurtful revelations, but truths we must all face as we try to make peace with the realities we are all up against.  I personally have learned that you must be kill-able before you are killed. You have to be made to look so ugly that your own mother would detest you.  You have to be hated, feared, and despised; once that criterion is met you are fair game for assassination. The verbal assignation occurs first, the mental assassination occurs next, last you get gun blasts to the front and sides of your head, half alive on the way to being dead.   Mama’s cry , wonder why, their babies have to die, many times for no reason at all, but all in all…that’s the value of a black life.
  

Sunday, November 23, 2014

Sometimes



Sometimes
I know that everyone has good days and bad days and in life there are ups and downs.  Sometimes however, the situation seems hopeless and I find myself wondering, if the efforts I undertake to show love to my kinsman are worthwhile or ultimately in vain? I love my black self and I love my black people, but “sometimes,” I need the head nod and look of brotherly love instead of a scowl or a mean mug.  I know in my own heart that we are all Gods children and in many cases God’s people perish for a lack of knowledge.  Not secret knowledge, just practical wisdom: like the fact that there is strength in numbers, or the fact that a house divided against itself cannot stand, and perhaps more poignantly that wolves isolate a sheep from the herd before they make a meal of him.
Mr. Black Man who hates me because I am another black man, I realize there are a lot of factors at play but I can affirm to you with impunity, I am not your fiercest rival or enemy and that if you are hating my guts at first site, before I have done good or bad then someone has taught you to do so.  I know we hardly ever say so but I love you Black man and I get tired, sometimes, but my love for my brother is for all times.